Tuesday, November 08, 2005

yeah, don't have a title for this one...

i don't even know where to begin...i really just want to vent some more about mr. K. Well he hasn't called...seriously (another seriously moment) did i really expect him to. I mean according to hector, dcn, santis and decomposed he got what he wanted so why should he call again!!!! Damn me for being soo weak!!! i'm really upset at myself. i knew he was not looking for a relationship...i KNEW that!!! i feel used...well actually not really. I may be saying too much here but i needed it!!! ok that's all i'm saying about that. i'm still very upset at myself. As mentioned before i'm through with men...for a few months that is ;-P As mentioned before it has been a long time. i actually put myself out there...no punt intended, i have laugh about it, right? learn from my mistake or experiences... anyway, i took the first step so now i have to keep going...

4 comments:

DCNats said...

well if you needed, then don't get so down on yourself. Just take it in stride and learn the lesson.
if his intention was just to use you than you really didn't miss out on much at all. i mean, a guy like that wouldn't be good boyfriend material anyway, so you got the best he had to offer anyway.

sonrisa morena said...

thanks dcn!!!

Cracked Chancla said...

ok, i know i'm late responding to this but here goes my two cents. mr. k got what he wanted? what about you sonrisa. there's nothing wrong with women wanting and getting their needs met too. you are an adult and you shouldn't feel guilty or bad or say that you're 'soo weak'. there's nothing wrong with keeping un amigo con derechos to help keep you focused (and stronger;) for future encounters with other potential mr. rights. (although, i still think that assumptions that he has already dismissed you as girlfriend material is a crazy double standard. because obviously you haven't done that to him.) i've always felt like the best thing you could do to a man is dish out some of their own medicine right back at them. ellos no se disculpan cuando no te llaman, o que te quieren manosear, o que tienen otras amigas. acuerdate, que un clavo se saca con otro clavo. a lo mejor its time to call mr. motorcycle or find a mr.k2 and perhaps even a mr. k3. try not to put all your eggs in one basket, diversify that dating portfolio and allow yourself more options. but again that is just all my opinion.

sonrisa morena said...

cc you just became the favorite person of the day...HELL!!!! the favorite person of th year!!!!