i've been having problems with my blog!!! i couldn't get into it!! i tried just about everything!!! i don't know que diablos hice pero i got it to work again. thanks santis for all your suggestions!!
my weekend was an okay weekend. i wasn't feeling good at all. i had planned to go to cc's for open mic but i was in soooo much pain!! sometimes i truelly do not like being a woman!!!! anywho, i guess i was a bit upset for not making to cc's that i even dreamt about it. i dreamt that i was at cc's store and my abuser walked in. i just froze, cc noticed that my mood had changed but didn't understand why. i told her i had to leave. she asked me why but i just got up and left without giving her an explanation. as soon i got out the store i lost it and started to cry. i called cc on her cell and told her. she walked out of the store to give me a hug and told me that i would be okay now that she was around. thanks cc for taking care of me in my dream :-) i will most definetly make it to the next open mic!!! i don't ever want to dream that dream again!!!