i don't care what people say....PEOPLE WILL NEVER EVER CHANGE!!! not sure if that's a good thing or not. i'm still trying to figure it out!

NOTHING KILLS ME MORE THAN THE "WHY ME?!!?" QUESTION!!

I saw a patient today who was crying hysterically asking that question. As i hugged her she kept calling her mom...this is a 47 years old woman with 7 children and 8 grand kids. She kept telling me how much she was going to miss them. The cancer started spreading pretty rapidly last month...she now has it in her throat. I hope we find a fucking cure soon!!! It just kills me to see these women in so much pain!!!

sleep study...

so my doctor sent me to do a sleep study because she feels my sleeping pattern has something do with me being tired all the time...she ruled out diabetes and thyroid. anywho, i go in tonight. i really don't want to do this because there's going to be all these people analyzing me!! AND i don't like to sleep in an unfamiliar bed!! oh looorrrrdddd!!

OMG THIS IS THE LONGEST DAY EVER!!!

no point no moral just thought i would share this with you...