can't breathe...

i've been having the wierdest dreams...maybe chanclita can help me out? its been three times in a row that i have dreamt that i can't breathe!!! i'm in a room realizing that its getting harder and harder for me to breathe. i start walking towards the door but the more i can't breathe. it seems like when ever i tried the to walk towards the door the less oxygen there was so i felt stuck in that room. on three occasions i woke up scared...seriously its scary of just thinking of dying that way.

what does that mean? anybody?

hey there!!!

well, i love my new job!!!! i get to work from home, got a cell phone and a laptop!! what else can i ask for??!?!?! seriously, thats not why i love my job. i love my job because of the kids i have on my case load. AWESOME kids who just need a little guidance and are longing for that feeling that someone actually cares what happens to them. I must be honest that unfortunetly some of these kids are a lost cause....i'm very very sad to say this. There is only so much i can say and do to such kids. I work with the family as well and let me tell what turmoil these families go through because the kids are in gangs!!! Moms crying, dads angry and screaming, grandmas "just giving up and letting you handle it"!!! AND my co-workers are GREAT!!! They are really nice people...well at least they are when i see them, which is once a week...when i turn in my paperwork.

well thats it for now...hopefully i will get to write some laters.

take care my fellow bloggers!!!

ooooh i almost forgot!!! I'LL BE CELEBRATING MY BIRTHDAY THIS WEEKEND!!!!! COME AND HAVE SOME DRINKS WITH ME THIS FRIDAY AT THE SPOT ON BROADWAY!!!! YAY!!!!!